Don't entertain hate

I wanna hate you

but I mustn't
for I don't want
hate in my heart

I must release
the energy
transverse it from
the start

The second the idea
comes to my head
that I don't
like you
'enough said'

I turn my head
away real sharp
and from the thought
I depart

And take the pain
but not in vain
I pick up my pen
and shame
your name

For truth I speak
I'm known for that
what about you
FAT CAT ?