Pretend families

Let's pretend that we're alright
Let's pretend that we don't fight
Let's pretend that we don't lie
Let's pretend and never cry

Let us not see our past
Let us not move too fast
Let us not move ahead
Let's pretend till we are dead

Pretend and wish all bad away
for we don't wish to see decay
But it is with us all the time
While you pretend that all is fine


                     Let us change the way of thinking
                    Let us see how much we're sinking
                          Let us tell the truth and cry
                       we can change things if we try

wrote 1995 Basing Racing manic men a chasing

Basing
         Racing
                   Manic men a chasing

 cant find a way out
           gonna be wipe out

Why see the window
             when all lights say go!

Now going solo
          trying to make
                             dough

Haven't sat down
      as of yet
                 what was yesterday?
                                     Oh i forget

Can't see tomorrow
                on a rapid mind flow
                        can't seem to let go
                                         lay my head
                                              but still No!

Hearts a drumming solo
                    Heads a fuzzing

  fuse blow
                         Body tense alivo
                                    Ready steady
                                                    set go!

Time to pull on up
    charge my engine up
 rest a little
     cool it down
replace hamony
                in this town

Deeper breathing
                   Mind a clearing
                                Reality is now
                                                  appearing

Must avoid
             known suffering
                              If this life

                                        I am to win

Maintain my health
                 in mind body
                                and soul
stay contented
               in a complete
                                  whole

Work to get
             what I knows
                               right
so I can come
               to meet the night

New awakening
               has occured
                      feels so strange
        and obscured
                facing my reality
                             recognising
                                    

what's not me
                     Finding what is whom
                                                   I am
               Feeling I will lose
                                           the plan

so unfamiliar
             with this view
                           Yet ok old
                                  present and new

Where I'm going
                   Im not sure
                            I have opened
                                         a huge door

I need to learn
                the world it brings
                                       recognising
                                  the change in things

Realtiy faced
             head on
                so near I need to see
                                       and gone

I'm doing fine
         but should learn caution
                                I only have
                                      a small portion

fearlessly treading
           then observing the point
                          which brings awareness
                                                          of the hint

To back off that danger
                              I need to see
                                         I need to have
                                                           reality

To boldly go
                where others fear to tread
                                        I hope to learn
                                                  to think ahead

To see the danger
                 before its done
                              i hope I soon    
                                       will overcome

                               

No thank you Crack man ( a very old poem I wrote around 1995 )

The crack man in your head

will kill you dead

in the brain cell
in the life style
in the K-os
and it will cost

                      cost your mind
                          cost your body
                               cost your soul

You will give alll
to retain all
But you will fall
a victim
to that man

He offers great gifts
and a mind lift
from the day shift
your invovled

               but he cannot bring

                   more than suffering
                         from the craving
                                     You'lll endure

Let the crack man
give not one gram
of his seductive ways
to capture you

                   For his patient ways
                        will take as many days
                                to worm all his way
                                     to your minds view







It just depends on you                           

          to allow him through
down an avenue
                 to no revenue

So take no chance
           give not one glance
to the crack man
                 on your door

It is no life
               to be a pipes wife
                   with a lift that has no floor

So come on take a look
          at what else could hook
your energy
you posses

Use your daring courage
                    for some lifetime voyage
                              to the destiny
                                    you dare to wish

Give your self a chance

                       see how you advance
to your completion's
               of your goals

have a nice one
                    in your life to come
make your destiny
                   a fullfilling one

It's your life.....make the right choice!!!

                                                            hear the poem read here

              Make the right choice!!!!!!!

Later soon come

Oh the devils little helper  

wants to use my heart
to break my spirit
tear me apart

But I will keep spitting
words of truth
expose expose
with loads of proof

The Lord has the
same plan for me
use my heart
to set the slaves free

so now their going
head to head
I have no real plans
Just go where Im led

Writing, speaking
going with the flow
the devil trying hard
to make me go slow

but the tempo
is not mine to make
go fast go slow
the Lord gives me
the break

Joiniing the dots
so many there are
some visions
I know
come from afar

Above my head

my soul is led
my higher self
chooses where I tread

But I stay calm
and quite
whilst creating
a riot
by bringing truth
to view

once its done
then we'll see them run
and the world
will start anew

My heart beats normal

A low life handler
Tried to shatter my mind
Take love out my heart
And make me blind

But the lord said ‘no’
It don’t go so
Showed the world
Through miracle




My eyes now normal

My heart beat to
For the lord can rebound
the vo- do  he do

I just have to stay clean
Pure in heart
From the truth
Never depart




And a protective shield
I will retain
No matter what they do
I won’t fear shame




Like Humpty Dumpty
Tried to shatter my mind
But pen and paper
Is like glue I find

See in my blogs
The pieces join to show
The world what was gave me
To make me go slow




But the lord knew
my soul
I would not sell
Even when  put through living hell

Everyone’s got a price they say
But I call to question
Who are they?

Even when they took all away
I still stayed blessed
And fed each day

I toured the country
With heavenly views
So in the end they stand to loss

They’re on the wrong side
I would say
With karma we shouldn’t play
So now I’m fixing up real strong
The lord will put me where I belong

Writing, speaking, healing minds
Teaching vision
To the blind
Making sense
of what they see
Exposing all hypocrisy





Course you could
Be brave like me
Stand up for truth
Set the people free

The choice is yours
Always to take
False prophets’ are exposed
Make no mistake

Don't entertain hate

I wanna hate you

but I mustn't
for I don't want
hate in my heart

I must release
the energy
transverse it from
the start

The second the idea
comes to my head
that I don't
like you
'enough said'

I turn my head
away real sharp
and from the thought
I depart

And take the pain
but not in vain
I pick up my pen
and shame
your name

For truth I speak
I'm known for that
what about you
FAT CAT ?